My heart breaks too easily. Every time I stay strong for a bit, I fall into a pit of despair all over again. Every time I crawl out I slip back in. I’m devestated and heartbroken. There is no one to talk to anymore. I’ve been strong for too long now I will just fall deeper into the dark. My skin is free of open wounds but I feel that will be ruined soon. I’ve been eating but I don’t see that happening for a while either. I can’t handle my emotions and I am tired of therapy. I’m tired of being strong. I just cried for an hour and I am still crying. Its silent now because my voice is gone. I’m skipping dinner. And breakfast tomorrow and every other meal. I can’t even fathom being strong enough to nourish myself right now. Starve away the pain, as they say. Cut holes in your skin to let the steam out, as they say. That’s all so true isn’t it?